Gypsy Rose Blanchard Reveals How She Marks the Anniversary of Her Mom's Death

There are no set rules on how to grieve.

And nine years after the death of her mother Clauddine "Dee Dee" Blanchard, Gypsy Rose Blanchard is continuing to navigate her own journey.

"When June 9 comes around every year, I find myself in a very depressive state. It's a hard day for me," she told E! News' Keltie Knight in an exclusive interview. "Some days, what I do is I listen to music, I listen to some of her favorite songs and I allow myself that time to grieve—and I do it privately because I don't want to be judged."

The 32-year-old also leans on her family and loved ones. This includes her former fiancé-turned-current boyfriend Ken Urker, whom Gypsy reunited with after filing for divorce from her husband of less than two years Ryan Anderson. 

"Ken has done this with me a lot over the years," she shared of the ritual that involves her saying a prayer for her mom "and just thinking about the good times, the good things, kind of blocking out all of the negative and just honoring her memory in that way."

Gypsy pleaded guilty to second-degree murder in 2016 for acting with then-boyfriend Nicholas Godejohn to kill Dee Dee the year prior. Gypsy—who testified that her mom abused her for years, including forcing her to receive medical treatments she didn't need—was sentenced to 10 years in prison and was released in December 2023 after serving 85 percent of her sentence in accordance with the law.

And as she begins her new chapter, she'd like to think she can peacefully close another.

"I have come to a level of forgiveness with her," Gypsy shared with E! of her mother, "and I would hope that wherever she is—I am a spiritual person, I am a religious person. So, I hope that she is in Heaven, and I hope that she can look down on me and see me as a woman who has grown from her circumstances. So hopefully that mutual forgiveness has happened."

Part of moving on for Gypsy involved the release of her Lifetime docuseries Gypsy Rose: Life After Lock Up (Mondays, 9 p.m. EST), a follow-up to January's The Prison Confessions of Gypsy Rose Blanchard.

"I was like, I'm so tired of being labeled Gypsy Rose Blanchard the prisoner, the girl who did that to her mom. I was so tired of labels," she noted about the inspiration behind doing the original series. "And so, I wanted to come out and show the public who I am as a person and not a story, not a label, not this or that, but me. And so that drive was why I wanted to do this documentary follow-up."

And while Gypsy has certainly faced critics online, she's trying to worry less about what they think and more about living life on her terms. 

"I feel like I put my best foot forward with this," she added. "And what the public takes from that, I hope it's positive. And that's really all I can do."

To learn more about Gypsy's life following her prison release, keep reading.

After being released from prison on Dec. 28, Gypsy Rose Blanchard snapped her first Instagram selfie.

Gypsy and then-husband Ryan Anderson shared a glimpse into their new era together.

Gypsy reunited with her sister Mia Blanchard amid her new chapter.

"A New Years Eve Eve kiss with my hubby."

Gypsy also ended 2023 with an Instagram selfie.

Gypsy and Ryan walked their first red carpet at the premiere of her Lifetime docuseries The Prison Confessions of Gypsy Rose Blanchard.

Gypsy and Ryan kissed on the red carpet at the premiere.

In late March 2024, three months after her prison release, Gypsy shared that she and Ryan broke up.

"People have been asking what is going on in my life," she wrote in a statement on her private Facebook page, according to People. "Unfortunately my husband and I are going through a separation and I moved in with my parents home down the bayou."

Days later, Gypsy was spotted out with her ex-fiancé Ken Urker. He said that the two are "just hanging out as friends."

Gypsy underwent a rhinopasty and septoplasty (nose job) April 5, 2024. Her physical transformation is set to be documented on Lifetime's Gypsy Rose: Life After Lock Up in June 2024.

Gypsy filed for divorce from Ryan on April 8, 2024, according to court documents obtained by TMZ. The filing came nearly two years after their July 2022 prison wedding.

In late April 2024, weeks after filing for divorce from Ryan Anderson, Gypsy announced she has gotten back together with ex-fiancé Ken Urker. The following May, she makes their rekindled romance social media official by sharing a video montage of their romantic moments on TikTok.

In her video, Gypsy described her love story with Ken Urker "legendary."

And when a fan, using her own past comments about ex Ryan Anderson, took the oppotunity to ask her in the comments a NSFW question about Ken, Gypsy responded quickly and candidly.

Gypsy tried her first In-N-Out Burger, a Double-Double burger served animal-style. She rated it a 7.

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